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I wanna pull out my razor

I wanna pull out that razor
and run it along my wrist,
first just a shallow one, letting the blood pool,
then onto a deeper one,
until my forearm is covered in brilliant red pools.
My hands are week,
my chest numb,
my face a cermaic mask of happiness ,
for the outside world.
Can I do it?
Who will notice?
No one it's just me and no one cares.
So I'll go get that razor as soon as the lights go off,
as soon as they all go to bed, when its just me,
my razors and my sobs.


Sometimes
Just before I dig the blade in,
I wonder if anyone will stop me,
if there's anyone out there,
in my life who'd think of me and just say,
"I should text her or maybe call her"
Minutes after minutes I wait, for a helping hand,
a kind soul and all I get,
is broken hopes ….

Blood

See the blood before your eyes,
beyond all boundaries,
take my lies,
be satisfied,
because this does not concern you.
I need to find the person that made this picture, it aint mine.

Part 1
Part 2

and this is part 3
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:iconlucky-harajuku-cat:
lucky-harajuku-cat Featured By Owner Jun 28, 2011
im crying...
my friend cuts herself I want to help her so much
i have feel like this before never cut myself
i pull my hair out
it reminds me so much of the screaming pain in my heart i have
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:iconmidnightdream2:
midnightdream2 Featured By Owner Jun 28, 2011  Student Photographer
Oh hunnie pulling your hair out, is still self harm :/
*hug* I'm here for you ok.
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lucky-harajuku-cat Featured By Owner Jun 28, 2011
thanks.. but I want to help you too * huggies
i do pull my hair out but its not as bad as i used to be i have cheered up
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It-is-me-XD Featured By Owner Jun 28, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
:cries: What a cruel and horrible place the world is... I'm to scared of hurting me... otherwise I'd do the same.... :( Well, anyways...
Beautiful written and very moving! :heart: I like it!

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midnightdream2 Featured By Owner Jun 28, 2011  Student Photographer
:hug: Dont ever hurt yourself =)
Not worth it.
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:iconit-is-me-xd:
It-is-me-XD Featured By Owner Jun 28, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
I know. :) But I'm glad that you care.

Please keep up making your moving and beautiful art. :meow:
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ScaredValentine Featured By Owner Jun 28, 2011
So true and very close to what Im sure so many people think very nicely done
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midnightdream2 Featured By Owner Jun 28, 2011  Student Photographer
:hug: Thank you.
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ScaredValentine Featured By Owner Jul 4, 2011
Of course :)
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lakeyla10 Featured By Owner Jun 28, 2011
Im a young ex cutter and reading this gives me the strenght to stop, thank you!
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