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I wanna pull out my razor
I wanna pull out that razor
and run it along my wrist,
first just a shallow one, letting the blood pool,
then onto a deeper one,
until my forearm is covered in brilliant red pools.
My hands are week,
my chest numb,
my face a cermaic mask of happiness ,
for the outside world.
Can I do it?
Who will notice?
No one it's just me and no one cares.
So I'll go get that razor as soon as the lights go off,
as soon as they all go to bed, when its just me,
my razors and my sobs.
Sometimes
Just before I dig the blade in,
I wonder if anyone will stop me,
if there's anyone out there,
in my life who'd think of me and just say,
"I should text her or maybe call her"
Minutes after minutes I wait, for a helping hand,
a kind soul and all I get,
is broken hopes ….
Blood
See the blood before your eyes,
beyond all boundaries,
take my lies,
be satisfied,
because this does not concern you.
I wanna pull out that razor
and run it along my wrist,
first just a shallow one, letting the blood pool,
then onto a deeper one,
until my forearm is covered in brilliant red pools.
My hands are week,
my chest numb,
my face a cermaic mask of happiness ,
for the outside world.
Can I do it?
Who will notice?
No one it's just me and no one cares.
So I'll go get that razor as soon as the lights go off,
as soon as they all go to bed, when its just me,
my razors and my sobs.
Sometimes
Just before I dig the blade in,
I wonder if anyone will stop me,
if there's anyone out there,
in my life who'd think of me and just say,
"I should text her or maybe call her"
Minutes after minutes I wait, for a helping hand,
a kind soul and all I get,
is broken hopes ….
Blood
See the blood before your eyes,
beyond all boundaries,
take my lies,
be satisfied,
because this does not concern you.
Literature
Apathy
Unfeeling happiness
no taste buds for
a sip of bliss
a crooked grin
yet genuine
emotions
don't exist
Literature
Because of You
Im staying
Strong
Im staying
Brave
I cant give
Up
I cant give
In
The temptation wont
Win
I can not
Falter
Times are
Hard
Times are
Tough
But I will
Win
But not for
Me
I will win for
You
Because I need a
Reason
A reason to
Fight
So I wont
Lose
Because of you
I will win
Because of you
Temptation will lose
Because of you....
I wont lose.
I'll hold strong.
Because of you.
Literature
Insomnia
I'm terrified,
To wait alone.
Here's the truth,
My cover blown.
I cannot sleep,
Or stay awake.
There's more caffeine,
And pills to take.
Up and down
Here I go.
Massive waves,
Pulled undertow.
Please release me,
Far from here.
From every loved one,
I once held dear.
Sleepless nights,
Spent alone.
Are no less scary,
When I'm grown.
Every monster,
Under my bed.
Was truly real,
I wasn't mislead.
I wish you'd stay,
But I know you'll leave.
Another lie,
My heart deceived.
I'm too afraid,
To stay awake.
There's more caffeine,
And pills to take.
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im crying...
my friend cuts herself I want to help her so much
i have feel like this before never cut myself
i pull my hair out
it reminds me so much of the screaming pain in my heart i have
my friend cuts herself I want to help her so much
i have feel like this before never cut myself
i pull my hair out
it reminds me so much of the screaming pain in my heart i have