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Pretty little droplets, pooling on the skin, red as roses and sweet as kisses.
It's calling me,
You see that, that silver glittering in the moon light?
Do you see it, melted into perfection?
It's speaking to me...
And I'm replying.
With every cell in my body,
every fibber in my being,
I can feel it in my wrist,
The pounding of my pulse,
racing on the inside of my skin,
the numbness in my heart,
spreading into different
sectors of this being.
The longing to feel the gliding of a blade,
The sweet sensation of the blade,
Tearing skin and the burning pleasure it erupts,
My fingers swaying to its beat,
Dancing innocently to its tune,
My pupils dilating, thinking of the ecstasy I shall receive.
Follow the beat baby, let you pulse be your guide,
as you artistically carve your life onto your arms.
Let the blood be your inspiration, and the pleasure your muse.
It's calling me,
You see that, that silver glittering in the moon light?
Do you see it, melted into perfection?
It's speaking to me...
And I'm replying.
With every cell in my body,
every fibber in my being,
I can feel it in my wrist,
The pounding of my pulse,
racing on the inside of my skin,
the numbness in my heart,
spreading into different
sectors of this being.
The longing to feel the gliding of a blade,
The sweet sensation of the blade,
Tearing skin and the burning pleasure it erupts,
My fingers swaying to its beat,
Dancing innocently to its tune,
My pupils dilating, thinking of the ecstasy I shall receive.
Follow the beat baby, let you pulse be your guide,
as you artistically carve your life onto your arms.
Let the blood be your inspiration, and the pleasure your muse.
Literature
Confessions of a Cutter
1. No matter how many times you tell me that you'll never hurt me, I still worry that I'll give you a reason to change your mind.
2. I'm not sure I'll ever know which is uglier: what I cut myself into, or what you do to me that makes me cut.
3. One, two. The third time's the charm. I guess that means no more suicide attempts for me.
4. I once walked the same half-mile track 26 times to keep from cutting. I did anyway.
5. I've gone 63 hours without eating. When I did eat, I was so mad at yself that I shook. I had eaten five baked Lays chips.
6. One of my closest friends uses the phrase 'that's not good enough,' as a reply to things that I
Literature
Cutting Theory
Cutting. Cutting is not just a cry for help externally, but internally. You cut to say what you are afraid to speak to others. You want them to help you. But more so, you are trying to get your body to fix itself. In a way it’s like you are subconsciously saying “Ok body, I don’t know how you work, but I am ‘broken’ (different), and it’s not getting better. You need to wake up and heal me, fix me, make me ok again.” Or you remember your life before a trauma, and you are again subconsciously convinced that something inside you has changed, and by trying to heal yourself, you are trying to restore yourself to
Literature
Apathy
Unfeeling happiness
no taste buds for
a sip of bliss
a crooked grin
yet genuine
emotions
don't exist
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RIGHT NOW I FUCKING HATE DA -.-
I had a nice pretty part 4 going on here and then wham bitch look to say sorry we cant upload right now and I'm like "FUCK" I just sat there and typed it and you destroyed it.
I hope you're happy server, thanks for ruining a master piece >.<
Calm civilized tone part 4 of the cutter series.
Introduction
Part 1
Part 2
Part 3
RIGHT NOW I FUCKING HATE DA -.-
I had a nice pretty part 4 going on here and then wham bitch look to say sorry we cant upload right now and I'm like "FUCK" I just sat there and typed it and you destroyed it.
I hope you're happy server, thanks for ruining a master piece >.<
Calm civilized tone part 4 of the cutter series.
Introduction Part 1 Part 2Part 3 © 2011 - 2024 midnightdream2
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You have done great work with these pieces. You have a gift to putting into words what so many others in the same situation have trouble with. Keep it up, I am sure you have touched so many people who are having hard times. The most important thing for cutters to know is that they are not alone, and that they are not 'freaks', as some people who don't understand cutting tend to think. It took me years to figure out, and has been the best way I have found to describe to people who just can't seem to wrap their head around why people can cut themselves, that cutting is a coping skill. Just like so many other things. Hell, I don't understand how someone can find joy or release from running for 4-8 miles, and yet others can't understand how I could find release from cutting. Boggles the mind.
Again, great work. Keep it up, and never let ignorance or other peoples fear get to you.
Again, great work. Keep it up, and never let ignorance or other peoples fear get to you.